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No, this will make no sense to most

Was thinking today, out in the bunkhouse with layton, it's been nigh on two years now. That's a pretty long time. I'll never really know when exactly, but whatever I don't really think that matters so long as I know the general time. I mean, maybe if I was able to open my yearbook and see a date in there, then maybe I would be able to pinpoint exactly how long, down to the fucking hour because at least I know that much, but I can't. Oh well, sucks to be me. So I wonder sometimes, if I'm bi-polar and not on any meds, is that bad? Will I end up doing something truely horrible one day that I'm gonna regret for the rest of my life? Just something to think about sometimes. And you know what else, sleeping sucks. I wanna go outside and sleep. No tents though. I should buy a tent. That would be cool. Stick it up in my room. It would have to be slightly small though if I was gonna do that. Eh, whatever. This is really creepy right now because I feel like I'm two people. I need to go to bed...

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satanic_buddha
Jun. 10th, 2004 11:17 am (UTC)
nope...
... no sense at all.
purple_despair
Jun. 14th, 2004 05:28 pm (UTC)
Disorder-ly
I know what you mean about the bipolar thing-wondering that myself...I am diagnosed, so I know...and the thing about feeling like two people...wow, I'm glad to know it's not just me...
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