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Why? Because I want to.

I want darrel. Baaaad. Have for quite some time, but only recently got to see him again when I was out at the noc noc last night and tell him so. :) He was really surprised I think. We've sort of made arrangments now though. He wanted me to go home with him last night, but I couldn't since I wasn't comfortable with the idea that james would come home and not know where I was. Instead I'll be over there next weekend. Probably friday. I spent most of my night around him. Was nice because before he ended up there I was having a panic attack and having him around deminished it. Though I don't believe in it, it was lucky that he ended up there that night, said it had been 3 weeks since he'd been out and his going out was random and sporadic. It was also funny. Some of the guys he knows there, towards the end of the night, walked up to him and went "Wow! Darrel with a girl!" It's been awhile and he's really been trying hard. He's one of those guys who, when you get to know him, you wonder why every girl on the face of the planet isn't trying to get at him. Makes money and sweet as hell. Girls are just funny beasts. Can't read them for shit.

Talked to james when he got home. He woke me up, I was asleep in his bed, and asked how my night was. I told him it was nice and that I'm going to spend the night at darrels house next weekend. He jokingly asked if my plan was to have sex with him and I told him, "Yeah, that's the plan." He then proceeded to go into shock. Didn't think I was serious, even though I gave no indication that I was anything but. Then he started accusing me of wanting to leave him, sometimes seriously, sometimes jokingly. Right now he's not sure if he wants to be upset at the idea or ok with it. Either way, it's not going to affect how I feel about him any and either way I'm not going to change the plans.

Layton was surprised when I told him what I was going to do. He started laughing and asking me over and over if I was serious. Uh huh, dead-fucking-serious. :)

James should be coming home soon. I'd like to see how far in his pants I can get tonight.

No, don't thank heaven
for little girls, no
When their eyes turn white as pearls
You wanna put it inside
You're gonna lose it, she bites
Then she'll suck you dry

Then she'll suck you dry...


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Jul. 25th, 2008 06:42 am (UTC)
Jul. 22nd, 2008 07:10 pm (UTC)
Hi! I know it's been awhile, but I just wanted to make sure that you got Fido?
Jul. 25th, 2008 06:41 am (UTC)
Yes. I did, thank you very much for that. I've been enjoying it immensely.
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