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Writer's Block: It's Too Late to Apologize

Has anyone ever done something so horrible to you that "I'm sorry" couldn't fix it?
I wanted to say no, but then I remembered 'that bitch.' She doesn't have a name anymore because of what she did.

I was engaged, she knew it, and she fucked my fiancee and basically broke everything up. I could have forgiven her though, had she not mentioned him as being her first 'real love' and basically rubbing it in my face. I told her if she wanted my fucking forgiveness she would have to take the time out to get it, and she didn't, which tells me that she didn't really want it. And I don't really give a shit either way. She is a fucking slut and is paying for what she did to me. She has the worst life and her 'fiancee' cheats on her at every turn.

If I like and know you (physically) don't cross me. :) The demon curses without second thought. I can't control it and right now I'm sitting right in the middle of human and demon. Shhh, this is the part of me you wish you had never met.



May. 10th, 2008 10:17 am (UTC)
Yup, you did.
I refuse to practice any intentional magic. In the past I did have an interest in it until I found out all that I have about myself. I have a part demon that has her own little personality going on, part faery from my mom (ew, half-breed), and when I was pregnant for that short period it was with a crystal, so I know there is more than enough magic running through me and really have no interest in the blacklash any intentional stuff would bring. There is also no real anger left towards her anymore as it burned it's self out long ago, other than a little flare up when she last tried to contact me. She was asking for forgiveness that she refused to earn. I'm actually happy what happened, happened. I was young, stupid and that relationship would have ended up being a VERY bad thing. Being young and stupid though I didn't know it at the time. Now I get the better life, know tons of awesome people, wouldn't change any of it for the world and had 5 years to come to burn him fully out of my blood and come that realization before he tried contacting me again. I still won't take back anything though. She is a liar, a thief and liked to pretend to be a witch and now her ass is burning for it while I get to sit back and giggle.

And I was born during a waxing crecent if that helps you any. Depending on what you ask it was mid to late first quarter. Thank you for the advice and warnings, I will keep it around and in mind. :) *hugs*

/I'm also sure that's less than I want to say but I'm rather tired at this point so I have to shorten it up.

Edited at 2008-05-10 10:17 am (UTC)