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*sigh* I hate birthdays, I really do. They just make me more resentful and cynical towards everything. Knowing exactly how old I am at any given time... that just doesn't work for me. If I could, I'd go for the whole ageless thing. Then I wouldn't have to worry about when I was gonna die because for all anyone would know, I could have been born 2 days ago. Ok, so it probably wouldn't go as far as that but yeah. And you know what else pisses me off. Seeing everyone getting something they asked for (not necessarily materialistic), and with me, it's the same old shit. Year in and year out. Teeny things, nothing that I find to be worth this pain that comes with the territory. I WISH YOU PEOPLE WOULD FUCKING LAY OFF! I DON'T WANT TO KNOW AND I DON'T FUCKING CARE! I know that's too much to ask for though because people have a thing for stuff like that. Birthdays make me cry. I think I just need to go and stuff my gut with sobes now and probably sleep till mom gets home at which time I can acquire a key to the bunkhouse. Wanted to go out and play baulders gate or something akin to so as I wouldn't have to think about anything but it's locked and the key is missing. Finley probably left it out there again. Fucking bullshit.

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purple_despair
Apr. 26th, 2004 11:36 am (UTC)
birthdays suck
yeah, i know what you mean, every year, same fucking shit. Gets old after a while. I just try to escape the whole fucking deal myself, go get drunk or something. I mean, SOMETHING always goes wrong...
schwarzkatze
Apr. 26th, 2004 11:01 pm (UTC)
Re: birthdays suck
I don't know that you could really say anything went WRONG per-se, it just sucks... and stuff. ROZ HAS A BOYFRIEND! Ha ha, sorry just had to say it. Man, I really need to lay off that.
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