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This is all such a struggle

I have no one to talk to. It hurts. I feel so rejected and alone. Like no one wants me around. I've tried calling laytons cell a couple times today but I guess either he doesn't have it on his person or he's just not got it on period. Had a couple of things I needed to clear up with him. God, I'm so lonley right now. I'm shaking so hard from these tears that I can hardly type. I don't know what to do. Not like it really matters though. There's nothing I can do anyway. God, I wish I could calm down. Every single time I try to though I just get struck down by another wave of sorrow. This is so stupid. I just want to die. I wish I could die.

Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million, say:
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Disappointed, passed over.
When I've looked right through,
To see you naked but oblivious
and you don't see me