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Well, well, well...

Surprise surprise. I still, after the allotted week, don't have my ears back. Eryc has them. Still. And layton told me they were being passed around. Makes me none too happy. Layton was supposed to get them on friday, but something-something didn't want to get them out of the loft or something. So... I have to do everything myself. I also need find and visit a comic book store while I'm up there. And that won't happen unless I go myself during the day. No fun by myself. Oh well... whatever. Probably end up doing it online.

And I guess I shouldn't be upset at how much layton (and I) are going out on weekends. When summer comes it will end up happening less. And I don't think I am. Upset that is. It's just uncomfortable now. So many people. So much talking. It freaks me out. Things are expected now that weren't before. Was happy when there was nothing. Could go out with layton, get drunk and go home happy while expecting to get a huge hangover the next day (never really happened) and now I can't do that. I've been told repeatedly by unnamed persons to stop being so boring and do something! What the fuck?! What do you want me to do? YES I'M ALWAYS THIS WAY DAMMIT. I'M ALWAYS THIS FUCKING QUIET AND BORING AND SHUT THE FUCK UP BECAUSE IT DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER. IT'S A PART OF WHO I AM. I hate people. I wish they would tell me EXACTLY what they want me to do and say. Until that happens though, I will be completely miserable and quiet.

Bitchy done.

Picture of the day: So I die happy

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.

While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions

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onebloodymess
Feb. 14th, 2007 06:19 am (UTC)
No one is ever going to tell you what to say or do. That's part of living, you have to figure it out on your own. Shit happens... but you can't let that scare you into a hole.
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