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I don't know what to do this time

They said something about snow. No snow. Won't be any tomorrow. Moods dictate.

I had a wonderfully miserable day today. Went to see jane with mom. Didn't go home like normal. Instead I stood in the cold for a half an hour shivering and waiting for layton. My 'winter' coat is missing so I've only got my thin ones and I refuse to wear pvc. So I was stuck in my thinnest jacket shivering on the street corner waiting for layton so we could get him a phone. Eventually the bus got him there, to where I was, and he apologized for being late. Too late for apologies by then. I was in a bad mood. I told him I wanted to go home and he said fine. I asked about getting him a phone. "Nope, I forgot my wallet." Forgot his wallet? Fuck.
"So you forgot you wanted to get a phone today?"
"No, I remembered that."
"But you forgot your wallet."
"Yeah."
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU REMEMBER YOU WANT TO GET A PHONE AND FORGET YOUR FUCKING WALLET?! Jesus fuck.

Things just kept getting worse from there. I tried to be plesant and nice, but people just kept hitting me in all the wrong places so eventually I gave up. Got in more than one fight with layton and the same with my brother. Everyone was just being fucking retarded. I hate it. I hate myself. I'm going to hate everything even more when I get offline. When I have unwanted time to myself.

Picture of the day: ...ANGEL'S LAST DANCE...

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satanic_buddha
Nov. 29th, 2005 03:16 pm (UTC)
It never snows when they say it will, and then the snow strikes from out of nowhere. The weathermen are dealing with an elusive foe indeed.
schwarzkatze
Nov. 30th, 2005 07:34 am (UTC)
I must be fucked up because that sounded really deep and meaningful. :|

It did snow a little bit, but not the kind that mattered. Like it was snow mixed with rain when I went to bed, and when I woke up there were big fat flakes. It was only for about 2 seconds though. I want the kind that is good to go playing in. Like that stuff we had a couple years ago. SNOW!!! If it snows like that you have to play in it with me.
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