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Yesterday night I was reminded as to why I don't play on forums online. Why I don't socialize with people over the internet that I wasn't been talking to years ago. Why I just avoid people period. It almost made me quit gaia. I knew it was going to happen eventually, but I didn't think that it would happen that fast. Some dude made me cry. But instead I was forced to sleep on it and when I woke up I wasn't feeling so shitty and I decided to give it a second chance.

Today was very dull. I picked up apples and got my hands all sticky. Decaying apples. I hate those stupid things. Ants everywhere. Sugar ants. Ugh. Sugar ants are so fucking creepy. All tiny and able to get into everything. And there are so many! Living nightmares, and not the nice kind. I had to try really hard not to make everything worse by grabbing a hose and soaking the lawn. Making huge mud puddles. Dad probably would have killed me, even though most of that water would have gone to the trees. Whatever.

I think, if I can figure out how, I'm going to apply for unemployable benefits from dhs. Hopefully it would get me a little bit of money to play around with.

Picture of the day: Shroom Faeries

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savvynavi
Sep. 8th, 2005 01:49 am (UTC)
Shroom faeries!! Very cute. ps are you officially done playing Gaia? I would love to go on and play with you, and maybe give that bozo a piece of my mind...
schwarzkatze
Sep. 10th, 2005 06:47 am (UTC)
Nope, not done. Gave it a second chance and right now everything is fine.

The reason I started crying over it was because I had a bad day that day and he told me "And you need help with? if this is a vent. fuck off, you have a journal for that... or chatterbox." Right before I had to leave I told him that I loved him too (in sarcasm) and that if he didn't like what I fucking posted then he really shouldn't have read it in the first place, or something to that extent. I just don't think I was that wordy about it. The guy was just being an ass.
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