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Fuck it. Fuck everything.

I'm moody today. Had a breakdown last nite. Been coming for a long time. I've just been suppressing, suppressing and suppressing some more until I got to the point where I just couldn't take it anymore. Almost ended up having it while I was over at james house yesterday morning. Anyway, now I don't think I'm going to be able to handle going out of my house for a while, aside from seeing jane on monday. I hate mondays. Bad news.

Layton is coming over later. Not sure how much later.

My brother has just pointed out that his birthday is in 6 more days. He'll be 16 or something. He gave me some not so well made cotton candy earlier. It was more sugar than cotton.

I found out that midnight syndicate did a lot of the music on baldurs gate: dark alliance ll. Awesome stuff.

And it seems now that aol has totally frozen up on me. I'm really glad I'm not typing this in that window frame. I anticipated this happening. Womens intuition. I am however (sort of) talking to james, so if he says anything to me I'm not going to see it. Stupid aol. That's one of the reasons I use aim for messaging. So aol is less likely to freeze up permanently. Time to shut everything down.

HOLY FUCK, THERE ARE BIRDS CRAWLING AROUND ON THE WINDOW SCREEN.

Picture of the day: Minish Cap Promo - Zelda
I still have to finish that game... it's so much fun, even when you're stuck ^_^'