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Would you suffer eternally or internally?

Today on the way home from the optomitrist and mom got me a cheeseburger from mcdonalds. There was this homeless dude across the street, and I didn't really care much until I saw what his sign said. It said happiness is a cheeseburger, and then had a little picture. Mom and I kinda started arguing over whether to give him a dollar or not. We both wanted to but it was in the middle of a red light and I didn't want him to have to run out when the light could turn green or he could get hit. Well, needless to say I was unable to give it to him and so I started to feel really bad. I mean, I was sitting there with mine and he had nothing. :( God, just thinking about it makes me want to cry. I mean, why should I be allowed stuff like this when there are so many people out there with nothing. I don't deserve any of it. I am such a bleeding heart. Yeah, and stuff. Other than that, right now I'm sitting here at the library wondering where the fuck layton is... Oh wait, nevermind.

On a side note: this is all coming from a person who hates humanity more that she hates herself. (that's pretty fuckin bad)