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Fuck the system

So, layton is out right now having fun with tess and roz. He spotted them on the way to the bus stop and decided to hang out with them for a little while. :) I hope roz is doing ok. Anyway, on the way home mom and I got on to the topic of bullys and how kids can be so cruel for no damn reason at all. Just because they have nothing better to do with their time. She was saying how people like roz, finley, and I should have been able to go to school and everyone else, the people who were assholes, should have been kicked out. And that would have been nice, probably would have finished high school if it was like that, but that's not the way the system works. The bully gets away with everything, while the victims pretty much get shot in the face. Like with finley, the other day some asshole punched him in the back in the middle of class so he (finley) just took it and walked out. I saw him in my parents bedroom crying and didn't know why until later. Anyway, the way I see it he should have been able to turn around and deck the fucker back, self defense, but according to that dick of a principal, if you do, you get automatic suspension, while the person who started it only gets a slap on the wrist. It's stupid. *sigh*

I can also remember a time when finley was in the 5th or 6th grade and he came home with bruises all over his body. Well, as it happened, he was in music class when the teacher walked out and so everyone decided (for no reason at all other than no one really liked him) hey, let's pick on finley. It escalated quite quickly from simple stuff into a bunch of kids picking up chairs and hurling them at him. My parents were pissed over that, but apparently since there were no teachers in the room at the time, there was nothing they could do about it. WTF?! Nothing they could do? They were throwing fucking chairs at him and that could have broken bones. I know if that had been my kid they would have had the courts all over their asses. But no, passive family, passive life. I think they ended up giving all the kids who participated a 3 day to a week's worth of suspension. Talk about a punishment. Idiots.

Anyway, I'm pretty pissed off now so I think, when I get done online, I'm going to take my camera and candles outside to play with. Calm myself down. Maybe meditate a little too. Ooooh. That raccoon died. :'( He's across the street, got hit by a car. If it's not too horrible, I may just go take a shovel and move him further away from the road. Maybe I'll bury him, probably not, but I should at least move him if I can do nothing else. If he doesn't look too gross, creepy, and/or mutilated. I hope I don't get hit by a fucking car either. Bastards really like to speed down this road at night. And there goes one now...

Edit: And for some odd reason, in a spontaneous move of, I dunno, lunacy? I bought myself a copy of Superstition by Siouxsie & The Banshees off half. 5 bucks, shipping from spokane washington. What the hell did I just do? I was supposed to be saving that 5 bucks so I could get jh. God, I'm really fucked up today.

2: Ok, now my head is royally fucked up now. Layton just told me his mom, who's birthday is today, bought herself Black Sabbath's Paranoid. Ummm... Oh god, I can't feel my brain.

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