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I'm in ultra panic mode right now. Everything has got me on edge and I'm being freaked out by even the teeniest of things, like a picture loading on the computer window, it just popping up out of the white without expecting it, practically makes me jump 20 feet. I seem to be back to normal. Heh. Yeah. Normal, whatever that is for me. You know, I don't think I have a normal. I used to have a consistant down, but never a normal.

I need to get out of this house. I feel like I'm suffocating. I would sleep outside if it meant I could get out if only for one night. This hell hole is devouring me and my mind. I think I'm dying.

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onebloodymess
Jan. 2nd, 2005 08:22 am (UTC)
I could come pick you up sometime and we could do... something somewhere else.
schwarzkatze
Jan. 4th, 2005 11:47 pm (UTC)
That would be cool. :) Whenever you're free and feel like driving down to kent/auburn I guess.
savvynavi
Jan. 3rd, 2005 10:02 pm (UTC)
yes yes
I promise when I have a good handle on my life, I shall wisk you away as well and keep you here at our place as long as you (or your parents I suppose) will let me. I remember how it was being stuck ot home with the parents, and that's why I'm thankful I don't live at home anymore. We really do need to get you out of there.
schwarzkatze
Jan. 4th, 2005 11:59 pm (UTC)
Re: yes yes
Oh, I could probably stay for DAYS as long as you let my mom know. That would be a little extreme though I think. And I think I'm doing better now. The holidays, from thanksgiving to new years, just really suck in my opinion and have a tendancy to get me down. Now that they're over I think I'll be able to get a better handle on the chaos.
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