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Life in a Vacuum Sucks

Yeah, so I've been playing a lot of the pokemon ruby that james, ahem, let me have. Man, that was hard to say. Anyway, I've been playing a lot of that. My gameboy has been running almost non-stop. Except for when I'm sleeping, online or watching tv with layton, then I'll plug it in. I just suck that bad. It's fun and I enjoy it. Eat it unlife. Oh man, that just came out of nowhere. Hahaha. Who the hell says that? Where the hell did I pick that up from? James probably. Augh, that's gonna drive me insane with wondering.

Speaking of unlife, I really suck at rpg's. It's the whole indecisiveness and shyness that comes into play when it's not supposed to. Half the time on saturday I was just sitting there thinking, "um, ok, I have no fucking clue what I'm doing." And I didn't. When james, or xirus (or does he spell it sirus, cyrus? I should ask) asked me a question, a basic WTF are you doing type thing, I freaked out. I went all funny in my head and I couldn't think. I really need to try and live my character, I think I called her rebecca, a couple days out of the week. Become her. Think how she should think and feel what she would feel. That's kinda gonna require me to starve myself a little. Oh wait, no, never mind. She can eat food so as to seem more human. Almost forgot about that. Duhhhh. But I can't eat with my fangs in so hopefully it will all even it's self out.

I've been watching a lot of movies with layton over the past couple days. The vampire clan (based on a real incident), taking lives, feardotcom, and now we're working on american wedding. It's funny. A weird funny. I'm not sure if I like it or not. I think I do though.

It's chilly out. Duh carrie, being winter and all, it does that. But it's been so cold some ice I threw outside yesterday has yet to melt. It needs to effing snow already. Just snow and get it over with. Then it can melt the next day, I don't care. I just want one day of fluffy whiteness. And not the crappy light stuff that barely coats anything. A good medium would be nice.

Picture of the day: Hellish Carousel Horse (thank you layton)


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Dec. 22nd, 2004 09:50 pm (UTC)
omg teh rpg
I know exactly what you mean about being shy when it comes to these rpgs. When I first started out, I was playing with a whole bunch of people I didn't know and I didn't really know who my character was... they actually made me into an exotic dancer to incorporate me into the story which was weird, and made me feel even more uncomfortable! But yeah I feel so much more at ease with our new group. I think it's because I feel much more comfortable with everyone and I know people won't judge me or be lame because I say whatever I say. Once you get to know everyone better, it will just come naturally to you. And enveloping yourself in your character is a good idea too, just don't become her while we're not playing the game, we want to hang with Carrie too you know! ;)
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