Speaking of unlife, I really suck at rpg's. It's the whole indecisiveness and shyness that comes into play when it's not supposed to. Half the time on saturday I was just sitting there thinking, "um, ok, I have no fucking clue what I'm doing." And I didn't. When james, or xirus (or does he spell it sirus, cyrus? I should ask) asked me a question, a basic WTF are you doing type thing, I freaked out. I went all funny in my head and I couldn't think. I really need to try and live my character, I think I called her rebecca, a couple days out of the week. Become her. Think how she should think and feel what she would feel. That's kinda gonna require me to starve myself a little. Oh wait, no, never mind. She can eat food so as to seem more human. Almost forgot about that. Duhhhh. But I can't eat with my fangs in so hopefully it will all even it's self out.
I've been watching a lot of movies with layton over the past couple days. The vampire clan (based on a real incident), taking lives, feardotcom, and now we're working on american wedding. It's funny. A weird funny. I'm not sure if I like it or not. I think I do though.
It's chilly out. Duh carrie, being winter and all, it does that. But it's been so cold some ice I threw outside yesterday has yet to melt. It needs to effing snow already. Just snow and get it over with. Then it can melt the next day, I don't care. I just want one day of fluffy whiteness. And not the crappy light stuff that barely coats anything. A good medium would be nice.
Picture of the day: Hellish Carousel Horse (thank you layton)
- Current Mood:
cold
- Current Music:Staind - So Far Away
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