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*mmph* I'm such a bitch, I hate myself

So I actually get through all my yahoo mail with time to spare and what do I do? I go play in deviant art. Shame on me. Shame shame.

I had to go see my psychiatrist today. It was annoying. Layton went with and sat in the lobby. I'm really sorry I made him go, there really was no point and he would have been better off staying at the house. Oh well, whatever. It's my fault and there is nothing I can do now since it's all long over and done with.

My neck hurts pretty bad on the right side. It got a royal beating yesterday, I think layton scratched it. He scratched my face too, mom noticed, that's how I found out about it. I have such an explosive temper. I just let things simmer and boil beneath my lid and then everything eventually pressures up so much that it explodes everywhere and burns anyone who happens to be too close. I really suck sometimes.

Tomorrow I guess holly is coming by with everyone. Or at least that's what james said when he called. I still have yet to do the whole character thing, I'm avoiding it. Procrastinating. Mom is still being a bitch about taking me down to james' place. She was telling me I need to learn to be "flexible," which is total bullshit in my opinion. I'm not the one refusing to do something just because it deals with the opposite sex. *sigh*

If you want to get me something for christmas make it a johnny hollow cd. I still have yet to get that and it's driving me insane. Or perhaps something by bella morte, but I would really prefer JH. :)

Picture of the day: snow


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Dec. 19th, 2004 09:05 pm (UTC)
Johnny Hallow! Why didn't I read your post BEFORE I got you something? *feels like a n00b*
Dec. 21st, 2004 06:45 am (UTC)
Re: doh!
Awww, you shouldn't feel like a noob. I like what you got me. The book is really nice, I'm enjoying it. And the card is making me think about books more. The jh thing, that was like a lightly sarcastic don't get me anything even though I know everyone insists on doing so anyway. As far as I know you can only find johnny hollow online, unless you live in canada, and even then I'm not sure where you would find it. Have you seen any johnny hollows?
Dec. 22nd, 2004 10:08 pm (UTC)
Re: doh!
heh yeah I'm sorry about feeling like a noob. I'm glad to hear you like everything, that makes me happy. Maybe sometime after December we could go and roam the book stores so you can cash in your card. I love book stores. And no I haven't seen Johnny Hollows... who/what is it? heh I'm a n00b again ;) I actually saw a certain website of dark art that was pretty interesting that you linked to from your journal, but I can't remember what it was called. It had some music connected to it too... was that Johnny Hollow? With the female singer? Well whoever it was, I really liked that.
Dec. 25th, 2004 08:51 pm (UTC)
Re: doh!
Yeah, that's johnny hollow. And that sounds like fun. Swimming in books. :)
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