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It's stupid. I keep wanting to update this, and it's not like things aren't happening, but as soon as I sit down I blank.

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So, um, Leon is two now. We've managed to survive another year. Very much a yay. Sunday night I made James stay over so I could attempt to get a little closer to finding a clinic he could visit. He was having major heart skips that night, the worst I've heard of him having since the entire thing came to light, that had both him and myself super duper worried. At one point they were even painful and I think making him light headed. He didn't want to stay but I sent Layton home and eventually it got so late that he had no other choice. Around midnight we went out for a walk, Leon too so he wouldn't bark. It was rainy, which was nice, and Leon actually did a really good job and didn't spend most of it trying to sit on his butt or backtracking to the house. You could still tell he wasn't thrilled to be out though. And when monday came I didn't end up getting any closer to getting him into a clinic. Only one phone call to 211 to find a place to start. After that James decided that he was feeling "much better and didn't need to anymore." It's tear your hair out frustrating, but I have to respect his wishes and hope this doesn't get any worse than it has been already. Can't do this without him there anyway. He's got to be the one to answer the questions, he knows what's going on.

Oh, and I had to go to the dentist Tuesday. Had another thrilling encounter with that n2o and had another great panic attack. They need to add more oxygen to that stuff or make it flow faster because half the time I'm under, I feel like I'm about to suffocate and can't get enough air in.

I wish that Cadbury Eggs could be found cheaper in surplus. They're really wonderful, and I'd like to be able have a stash in the back of the freezer, but are so expensive I can't justify the cost. Oh well...

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drush
Mar. 29th, 2010 02:15 am (UTC)
that's cool, it sounds rocky, but glad it's all ok.
as for cadbury eggs, cmon, just spring for them! take care, luv drush
schwarzkatze
Mar. 30th, 2010 07:06 am (UTC)
I seriously can't afford them otherwise I might. I'm on ebt and the food part doesn't get renewed until the 10th of the month.
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