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Massively bad brain explody pain

It hurts. My brain is no longer functioning. Don't know what I'm going to do. Would love to scream, or vomit, but I know neither would help me. And this is somehow related to stress? Goddamn.

How and why?!

Maybe I'll feel better after I get some sleep. Wanted to make a post for tonight, but I just can't.

I would totally trade Jennifer her cancer and everything she's getting with it if I could just get rid of this.



Seriously, I would.

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schwarzkatze
Nov. 27th, 2009 03:36 am (UTC)
What I'm saying is...
I think it would be easier for me to have the cancer than it is for Jennifer. She has 4 kids, with 2 who are living with her at the moment, no job, and no insurance. Her oldest daughter (still in her teens) recently had twins, and is apparently completely inept, so Jennifer often has them dumped on her while her daughter runs off for days on end with her boyfriend.

Jen is going in for surgery mid-December, recently had a biopsy, and should be resting. But because of her kids, and grandkids, she spends most of her days on her feet running around completely exhausted. My mom will go over there once a week or as she can to try and help.

And her two kids who are living with her. Her youngest daughter should be at school but she often uses the excuse that she feels unwell to get out of it. Her son, who is overweight for his age, is often sick as well. I believe diet is a huge contributing factor to why they often don't feel right. It is so full of junk food and quick meals that no kid should eat on as regular a basis as they do.

And on the other hand, you have me. I've got no kids, plenty of insurance and all the time in the world to deal with it.
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schwarzkatze
Nov. 30th, 2009 12:48 am (UTC)
Oh, please don't apologize. I don't know how to word myself correctly when I'm in pain so misunderstandings are inevitable. It's not your fault. :)

And I think we're all wishing that Jen had more help, but we do what we can as we can and things go.

How are things doing with you anyway?
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