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It was all wrong...

There is more to it than he broke up with me so he wouldn't hurt me. There is more to it than he broke up with me because he was tired of the fights. I just wish he would be honest with me and tell me why. Layton has changed so much since he decided he wanted to do that. He's turned into this person that I've never known before and I just don't know how to act or react around him anymore. I think right now I'd just like to forget about this.

I tried to go out to the noc noc with him today. Started fine and I thought it was going to go well, but in the end, once we actually got there, it ended up being a mistake. He ditched me. Seemed to be enjoying himself better without me around anyway, so that's why I left. Nothing felt the same. I was on the bus back home slightly after 9 and home by 10. I was very upset at how the night was going and it was really had not cry and smear my eyes. Somehow I managed it though and I got home all in one piece. Flawless.

Now I'm watching Gankutsuou and pretending yet another night didn't happen. It's animated strangely. Pretty good so far though.

Picture of the day:
The Count of Monte Cristo
by ~SomethingRoyal on deviantART

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gremlynna
May. 11th, 2008 11:29 pm (UTC)
Sorry it went so crappy. I wish I could have made it out. Have you considered moving to Seattle? Rent rates are horrific, but there's tons of places to go in easy walking distance.
schwarzkatze
May. 13th, 2008 11:11 pm (UTC)
It's ok. Not your fault. :) Oh, and I did try to stop into your work before-hand but layton confused the hell out of me and we didn't end up being able to find it. I tried though! Sorry for not being able to, I really did want to see you.

I have entertained the thought of moving to seattle from time to time, but as much fun as it might be (like I would love to be able to go to some of the weeknight club events), it's just really not all that reasonable of an idea. It's too far away from the things that I need to do here in kent since I don't have a drivers licence. Maybe someday though.
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