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RAGH!!! FUCK YOU!

I'm not messing with livejournal's coding this time. I'm not going to 'fix it' and make it simplified so the cut is actually above where it should be. And that's cool, I guess... Actually no, it's not. Fuck, I have to.

I love my camera but it stresses me out so much sometimes. It's mostly just the batteries that are the source of my discontentment. They're never even close to fully charged it seems, even when I've made them charge two or three times in a row, so I can never get half the pictures I want to. Oh, and then my mom is constantly messing with my charger, taking it out of the wall and stuff, so I'll forget how many times I've charged them (I like to go for two) and then they either get under or over charged. Mostly under I think. And that bothers me? Yeah, a bit. But I still love my camera. My parents got it for me and it does more than anything I ever would have picked out for myself. If I had picked out my own camera it would probably suck pretty hard. Anyway, as a result of the battery problem this is the best I could do. I would be surprised if I spent 5 minutes outside clicking away before they died.

First Second Third Fourth

Yesterday everyone, whomever that implies, went over to matt's house and got drunksies. James ended up getting very sick and it hurt me a lot to watch. At one point I wanted to cry. Even in the morning when he was sober and was just drinking water it would all come back up. I told him he needed to eat something but he didn't want to, because I guess he thought he would throw that up too, and ended up calling in sick to work. I feel like it's all my fault, probably because it is (I was the one who asked him to come out, gave him the alcohol/alcohol mix, and then just watched as he settled his stomach with bloody marys), and it makes me feel terrible. I'm trying not to apologize anymore for it though. And I'm never going to ask him to do anything like that again unless I know he has the next day off or if he would be taken home after the drinking was done. Not like this time where we all spent the night at matt's. *sigh*

And there is so much other crap I want to say, my heart feels very troubled and panic ridden right now, but I guess it's just not the right time so I'll sit here silent for a little bit longer.

Picture of the day: The Clock Stood Still

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gremlynna
Sep. 4th, 2007 09:03 pm (UTC)
Wow! That lightning picture is incredible!

Hope the other stuff gets better.
schwarzkatze
Sep. 5th, 2007 06:21 am (UTC)
Glad you like it! It was amazing to be able to sit out there in the middle of all that energy last night, even if it wasn't as long as I would have liked to. :)

And I'm sure everything will get better, it will just take a little time and sorting. Thanks.
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