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Jun. 17th, 2007

God, there is so much I would like to say, but I wouldn't know where to go. :(

With the Aurafice gone I'm not sure where I would be able to go to use the internet with my ds. It's been closed for a little while, makes me kinda sad because it's the only place that has ever worked for me. I was hoping to be able to go there and try to get a turtwig and a gible. And perhaps get rid of a couple of spiritombs. But now I can't. Oh well, boohoo, sucks to be me. Don't think I'm ever going to be able to get feebas to evolve.

I guess roz was at musicwerks yesterday. That's what layton said anyway when he came out. I didn't see her because I stayed outside with james. Really had no reason to go in. Had I known she was going to be there I might have gone in to say hi or something. Never see her anymore.

Yesterday I was also thinking how I would like to have more female friends. Really don't have any. Not that I see anyway. Most of my friends and the people I socialize with are male, not a huge problem, but there are sometimes it's just nicer to have a girl around who understands girl stuff. Because of this though I think I did something really stupid last night while I was drunk. Dude told me he thought she was bi-polar. I feel like such an idiot because I couldn't just leave it alone. I had to try and talk to her and explain myself, only god knows how I was supposed to do that, and I fucked up miserably. I just didn't know what to say or how to say it and all I wanted to do was say I'm sorry if I've given you unwanted attention. I embarrassed myself horribly.

Bah. I can't do this. My tummy hurts.

Picture of the day: Forbidden Healing

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savvynavi
Aug. 14th, 2007 07:38 am (UTC)
Hey you!
Sorry it's been so long since we've conversed! I just had a realization that I haven't been on LJ for about... oh at least 6 months... maybe even a year?? Anyway, I'm so glad you post on here because I can catch up with what's going on with you. Sorry I haven't posted though. I'm not much of a journaly-type person for some reason. But I do hang out on myspace a lot.

So yeah I can related with you as far as having female friends goes. I have female friends, yes, but they're mostly aquaintances. I'll hang out with them now and then and play some video games or go out on random occasions, but I don't really talk to them about important stuff or emotional problems in my life. But that's probably due to the fact that Jamie fills that void for me. He's a good best friend. So.... yeah ever since he's been around I've never needed a really good female friend. Or maybe I do and I just don't know it yet. I could be missing out. That makes me kinda sad. Well anyway, just wanted to drop you a line and let you know I came to visit. :)
schwarzkatze
Aug. 16th, 2007 06:41 am (UTC)
Re: Hey you!
You're not reading everything are you? That has to be some sort of undertaking if you are. I don't think I would even be able to do that. :) And some people are bloggy people, while others aren't. My parents forced me into it at a young age and I was never able to appreciate it until now. And I imagine if they hadn't instilled that in me I wouldn't do it even a quarter as often as I do now. The fact that it's electronic though, that helps too.

I wish layton could be like that, but he's kinda clueless and too easily insulted, and I mean no offense to him, to ever be able to fill that void. Like, he just realized a few days ago that one of the guys we see at the mercury every time we go there, likes me. And so much crap has happened that it shouldn't have taken that long, but for whatever reason it has.

You're lucky that jamie is able to do that for you.
savvynavi
Nov. 14th, 2007 08:19 am (UTC)
Re: Hey you!
Lol, I'm back! haha yeah I keep having the feeling that I should be a bloggy-type person, but I never take initiative and do it. I wanted to start putting my dreams on LJ, mainly because I have no one to tell those too (Jamie is tired hearing about them since they are so weird and random. He likes things to make sense I guess!). Maybe I'll get to that. Maybe today. hmmm...

Yeah, I am lucky Jamie is a great listener. I know not everyone has someone they can count on for that kind of thing. But I would be lost without him. I'm not sure who would be able to take his place.
schwarzkatze
Nov. 19th, 2007 06:54 am (UTC)
Re: Hey you!
Well I hope you never have to find that out.

And I'd like to be able to hear about your dreams. I always find other peoples dreams facinating. :)
savvynavi
Nov. 21st, 2007 10:21 am (UTC)
Re: Hey you!
Yeah you and I both.

Well then I just might start posting them here. I need a good reason to get back on LJ, and I think that would be it. I would love it if you shared your dreams too, just because I also love hearing about what other people dream about and comparing crazy ones. lol.
schwarzkatze
Nov. 28th, 2007 07:56 am (UTC)
Re: Hey you!
That's a great reason to IMO. I have a whole different journal for my dreams due to the fact that a lot of the time they're in the habit of being a little too emotional, personal and crazy for me, and can often be things that might offend or upset others. It's completely open though despite that and if people want to go hunt it down I'm sure it wouldn't be too hard to find.

Now if I could just learn to update it regularly...

Edited at 2007-11-28 07:58 am (UTC)
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